hello i am a submissive young male .

in my life i had 3 long time sm relationships so far and i will tell you my stories in the next chapters .  once upona time a young man  of 17years ols (me)a was dating a young 21yeatrs old eurasian girl( her mother was vietnamese and the father was french )it was nice she was working had her own appartment while i was still living with my parents . no need to tell you that i was often  a wall my house at night to go meet her to make love, one day we were talking about my fascination for the sm worldthen i told her that  was definitly submissive she did not say much after that.  one night she called me to come see her i a walled i took my bike and did the distance then once i arived i usually took a shower  , she was dressed very sexy : mini skirt,high heels , tight top. she kissed me passionatly , she was weird : directive, , i felt very excited she took off my towel and start kissing at the same time she was jerking me off up to the point where i felt the pleasure coming then she stopped " you want to come?"i answered yes then she told me " not until i decided  from now on your pleasure belongs to me if you want to jerk off you need to ask me permition you are my slave from now on unless you don t want to , i answered that i wanted to , fine i am gonna go out have a beer with some friends you can either stay here wash dishes and clean up and you might have a reward or you can leave. then she left.  i was very excited, so i stayed and did as she instructed me  .  around 5am she returns a little tipsy , "on your knees "she tells me ,  once again i had an erection i felt so excited i knew for sure i was a slave "undress me " ...i did it slowly until she was naked she then laid down on the bed : "lick me " she told me , i was so excited it felt so good i licked her until she came then she fell asleep as i was laying next to her very frustrated but very happy to be her  , in the morning she woke up streched a little looked at me i found her beautiful i wanted to kiss her make love to her she stopped me and told me you forgot already you are my slave my sex toy you don t take any initiatives you wait and you obey " li shyly answered yes mistress she smiled then started to caress me slowly all around my penis then she jerk me until the pleasure rose when i was about to come she stopped she did it several times i was so excited and frustrated that i begged her to let me come " you have to deserve it " she answered... lick me again ... once again i felt the sweetness of her temple i was a delicacy as i was drinking her juices she started to moan then she told me " i want you to come now , jerk off " it was awesome i came while i was licking her it was delicious i felt powerfully submissive and that i belonged to her . after that night she did not talk to me for a week i was very frustrated and worried .